we could be the thing we always were but we can never change the things we did.

When you walked away, what could I really say? Would it matter anyway? Would it change how you feel?
My world doesn't spin like it used to. It's different now. Your not here anymore and everything's changed. Change is always good, in one way or another but I guess the hard part is getting use to it. Getting use to not having your around like I used to. That you're in a another place right now and you won't come back like you always used to. But I know that some things never change and so do you.
If it's just me and you, who knows what we could do?
But everything's changed now and I look back with a smile on my face.
I'm happy for the time it lasted, but now it's over and we both moved on.
I always have and I always will.
The pain is the only truth we have to ourself knowing that at one time we actually excisted.
Feeling the pain is the only way I know it happend and that it wasn't only a dream.
Yours truly.

there's noone like you.

When you left I thought I'd die.
But I didn't.
"the morning will come"
And it did.
I'll admit that it took time,
but it was worth it.
At sometimes in your life,
when you struggle trough everything,
you feel like you'll never survive,
but one day you're just standing there
wondering how,
how could I make it so far?
You're standing there,
all on your own,
you never stopped fighting,
because you're mentally strong,
You don't have anyone that keeps you down,
or anyone who always have to hold you up,

You're on your own,
standing on your own legs,
you made it through the one thing you thought you would die of,
there's nothing out there that can stop you from surviving,
it's all about YOU.
Keep on fighting,
even though it's hard sometimes,
or so easy that you just wanna cry,
but still don't know what you wanna do.
Do like me,
Fuck it, shit happends.